no words

have you ever had a day that your heart was just really burdened with something that you didn't know how to pray or even what to say? im usually not at a loss for words...but this morning i cant find my words. i am so desperate for jesus to make me more like him. i long for him and for his will in my life. i love him with all that i have.

there is something im specifically praying for. my heart is heavy with wanting the answer to be revealed. two times this morning i was shown the verse in john 10 that talks about the shepherd and his flock. how the sheep know him and they follow him because they recognize his voice. obviously the lord was pointing that specific scripture to me this morning in my quiet time. it comforts me in my time of waiting. i desire to hear his voice today. i am expectantly praying for him to answer my prayer. and whatever that answer looks like, it will be an answer, for the answers are not what we may want but its gods best. and im waiting for gods best in my life.

i am listening to his voice today, and i will follow whatever he says. do you recognize the voice of the holy spirit? i pray you do. for there is no other way.

father, make me more like you.